❤ =(

=(
东东~
你不在的第一天...
我已经感觉很寂寞了~
也许真的习惯了你
哪里都有你陪
天天都见到你~

x'mas eve+new year eve你都陪不到我
=(
这次你还要丢下我8天~
叫我怎么过日子~
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惨了~
真的习惯了你...
怎么办~
明年就不能这样一直粘着你了~
T.T
今天你上机前打给我
一盖了电话..
我就哭了~

对不起~对不起~对不起~

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今天走pavilion看到一套裙子好美
好想买~
整套大概要200多吧
贵到...
==||
想要...
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可是weiwei肯定不给买
因为太smay feel了
哈哈~

❤ midvelly/2011 target...

今天6点就起身了
肚子饿饿...
上下网...
很快时间就到了11点
去准备准备~
今天嘛天气有点冷
就打算冲个热水澡
怎知...
水太热了
烫到皮肤红红
洗头时更把脑袋给烫熟了
o(==)"o
无奈...~~
大概12点多就出发去midvalley...=)

人家都是想去beauty fair的
怎知...==||
买不到东西~
结果去了sasa...

可别小看这两样
145叻！！！
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caudalie的gentle buffing cream...95$
neogence的hydro mask...50$


我家的mask一大堆...
用不完...xDDDD
还买买买...~~~

哟哟哟~
今天跑去宠物店
看到husky...
还要两只><
好可爱~
好喜欢~
我一直都好喜欢husky的
只是在大马很难找到...

^^v 可爱可爱~~

ermm...
很快的
12月中了
明年...
又是新的开始~~~
我该为自己打算了~

❤找工(幼稚园老师)
❤读书(modeling or beauty cos)
❤要加入my PHC(my pet husky club)=D 【买一只husky】
❤旅行(taiwan)

hmmm...暂时怎么多~
要加油...^^v

❤ how can i relief...?

in fact,our love is not being optimistic about...
ur bro,my fren,including our own
y do not i gv up...?
actually,u feel hard too~

gals...?
u r so many
it does not matter even if i did not...

ur bro is right...
we r so hard~
y still force urself...?

i understand tat wat u wan is freedom~
be controlled life is ur least favorite...
u say u can accept tis kind of life
i noe u force urself to accept~

i used to think i can handle all of ur weaknesses...
but~
i still can not accept the...
is still not accepted,jealousy u hv given me...
is still not accepted,feeling abandoned frm u...
wat can i do now...~？

gv up...?
try my best to accept all of u...?

emm...
tis time not only u powerless~
i am too...~

how come i relief myself now...!!!
Huh~~~~
CRAZY JOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤ sorry~

i dunno how to competent tis post
in ur eyes...
im not a good gf
trouble will only make u feel...
will often vexatious...
i noe...~

"i hv powerless"u said to me
i will try to gv up
return ur freedom~
return ur everything~

sorry~
with so much trouble for u
my cries will not let u hear again...
i promise~

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how can i relief my own...?
hope tat God will save me...
take away all my feelings...
let me get ruthless~
at least i'll not cry for u,not sad again...~

❤ boring...=(

fuyoh~~
yesterday i slp when 6 am n wake up when 7.30 pm
=(
lolz...
damn serious geh panda eye
huh~~~
who can help me
dun wan b panda la
tat's my muimui lai geh...
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XDDDD
haha~~~

emmm...
i suddenly thought of beauty n the beast
yesterday chat wif JLV
he said tat my situation is such
haha...
dunno y...?

hmmm...
damn moody~~
FUCK!!!
off now~
mask time...=)

❤ bother!!!!==||

@@panda eye...damn serious...!!!

huh~~~~
1 week hvn on my blog jor...
omg...
coz recently damn shit geh...
too many bother...~

1st...
my relationship~
but i think nw still can handle...

2nd...
my study...
omg!!!><
mayb i'll gv up the modeling cos...
coz PJ is too far for me~~
but i still hv other options...
Beauty cos~~~

3rd...
my job...
so far i still can handle about tis
i hv found a kindergarten as a teacher...
also nid to wait for an interview
the only advantage is tat leave work early
how much salary does not matter...
mainly after work can go to skul...=)

about my future...
i am really confused
i hv wasted a year already~~~!!!
i dun wan my future like a mess...
hope tat God can save me...
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MODEL...?BEAUTICIAN...?
emmm...
dream vs future...~~~!!!
=(
as a model has been my dream since...
beautician easy to accomplish...
it is easier to find a job~
no problem even leave the country too~~~
really really want to think better...